alright so to updade on somethings that has been happening.

so i moved out of my dads because of complications so i wont be going to school anymore. but that dosent mean i have more time on the internet. acually, as hard to believe as it is, i have so much less time now since i need to get out of the house at 9am to search for jobs. i REALLY am desperate for one since there is an appartment down stairs from my moms and its really cheap for canada appartments. its a 4 1/2 and its only 250 a month o.o

alright well there is that and i think im sick...and for those who know me, you know that its REALLY serious. i dont get sick very often at all, but boy if i get sick, i get REALLY sick. and i dont know what i have yet, but my head feels like its going to explode or split and i cant take anything for it. either it dosent affect me at all or i cant swallow it (i have dificulties with swallowing pills :/)

then i havent been able to draw in quite a bit. i mean like traditionally and good. recoloring lines and making sprites dosent count.

i also havent been able to dream right. im used to start a dream and then let it continue on its own, but latelly it dosent go or it just ends or anoy me :/
i know its weird to you, but dreaming is REALLY importent to me and its a part of my daily life...because i cant dram i dont have ideas, i cant function right, im not very happy, i cant draw and worse of all i think i might be depressed.


sorry about all this blabber, but its just something i had to tall someone you know?